christmas cheer

ooo christmas! got lots of stuff, like moneys. that i used to buy my ipod :D i got lots of stuff and i got to see pretty much all my family that lives in Canada. i got new bedspread, and 2 days after i got it...my cat peed on it. sweet eh.?...
so ive pretty much fallen in love with Copeland and Anberlin. soo amazing. Going to pick up caitlyn in half an hour, yay! i miss that girl bunches and bunches.

i hope everyone had a merry christmas!
lovelove

fav song right now <3

"Pin Your Wings" - Copeland

Hey Amanda
Where'd you find these crazy boys this time?
They say you're pretty but you don't think they're right.

Hey Amanda
While you're staring at your telephone tonight
do you feel like turning it off, turning off all of the lights?

Pin your wings down
if it's over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow

Hey Amanda
who just threw your heart away this time?
And when you're crying on your bed does he help keep you alive?

Pin your wings down
if it's all over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow

I'll take the blame if you take me home now
Cuz there's no place left for trust in all this pain
And you know when it rains in this town I get washed away
Without a sound
So pin my wings down

If it's over
If it's over now

Pin your wings down
if it's over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow

MUSIC

LOVELOVE

my loveys

LOVELOVELOVE!!!

BFFEEZZZ<3

Caitlyn.. speak up darling, make those lips move says:
guess what I have
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
aids?
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
..that would suck
Caitlyn.. speak up darling, make those lips move says:
a LOCKER
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
NICE

Have A Holly Jolly Christmas

my house smells of pine needles and cinnamon..
we got our christmas tree today, and my mom made me put those tacky LED energy saver lights. DUMB DUMB DUMB. the little ones look better...whatever. So we got all the decorations out, and hung up the stockings and put the huge santa figurine by the fireplace. Decorating the christmas tree always ends up with my family in tears. we have numerous ornaments in memory of my aunt michelle, and my brother beau. Remembering that theyre not there on christmas is a downer, but i know where they are, so im content. Now the christmas stuff is really starting to pile up, i have so much stuff to do this week, and next week, its crazy... i just cant wait until its all settled and normal again. Everything is turned upside down...
yay stressful

anyone know of any jobs?
apparently i need one, according to my mother


lovelove

idiot.

so i never thought it would come to this, but im pretty sure i actually hate my little brother thomas. Nothing nice has come out of his mouth for about a year and a half. I cant talk to him, because he'll just call me fat. He is so disrespectful and arrogant that i cant even look at him sometimes. He has no disregard for other peoples feelings and they way he treats some people makes me sick. He is so closed minded and ignorant. If something doesnt go his way, everyone pays for it...no matter who you are. He doesnt know when to stop, and he keeps teasing and teasing until he goes over the line. I can't wait until the day someone kicks the crap out of him and he finally learns a lesson.

Gabe, Gabe, Gabe

so yesterday was pretty sweet. i went to school and Caitlyn met me there around 1:30. then we took the school bus downtown and then the ferry to gabriola. then me, Caitlyn, and Delaine hiked up the HILL OF DEATH, seriously... this hill is sooo horrible. The finally make it to the grocery store and me and Caitlyn bought some pickoras or however you spell it. So we munched on those and headed up to the gathering place. No one told me that they added another section onto the gathering place...so me and Caitlyn ended up waiting outside the wrong building for almost an hour and a half (and it was COLD). So we went down to the other building and hung out with Ben for a couple of hours, waiting for everyone else to arrive. Then the bands started arriving...Taiyo and his band were first, then James, Errol and Brendan came...then it started to be more fun, because there were people there other than me and Caitlyn. we hung out for a bit and then the show started with Taiyo's amazing band "The 1st Swedish Balloonists" sooo funny. The Perfect Trend and Johnny Good played next...and we had to leave before NttP played....which is gay..because they're the ones we went to see. So me, Caitlyn, and Delaine had to walk back down to the ferry and take it home at 10:25.
Caitlyn's dad gave me a ride home, and i pretty much collapsed when i got to my house..

thats pretty much all of it.
lovelove

Punk Rock Gingerbread

*photo soon*
so i was late for comparative civ again. i walked into class and it was one of those awkward moments where everyone stops what theyre doing and looks at the person who just disrupted them, so i just laughed and sat down. We did some work on buddhism today, and watched a movie. Band = not fun. Lunch time... me, rachel, kailey, alex, and kate had a sweet time talking about "suprising" lynn at the movie with her new BF. Family studies me and rachel made a punk band out of gingerbread men...
pretty much the sweetest thing in the world.
went shopping and bought jeans in the shortest time ever..
i think it took like...10 minutes?
got a shirt for christmas parties.
NOW its homework time


lovelove

well, i woke up today at 8am because i decided waking up before then is extremely over rated. so i rolled out of bed and made myself...kinda pretty. I mosied over to megans house where her sister decided she needed to re-do her pony tail about...7 or 8 times, dropped her off at school and arrived at family studies LATE. Went along with my classes, sat in sharkies during my spare with Austin, Steve, and Kayla. Sat with my lunchkr3w! <3 i miss them...definitely sitting there at lunch now. Had an argument with my comp civ teacher about how she thinks im a drug addict, but how i think she eats "special brownies" if you know what i mean...did some highlighting on my scientology project and found the funniest quote by L Ron Hubbard. THEN THEN THEN we played "how the Grinch stole Christmas" in band... it was SWEET (we sound amazing). After school Jessy and Molly came over and we got ready for the Christmas banquet at the neighborhood church at 6pm....we all got beautiful and caught the bus and hung out with Karen cause we got there almost an hour early. The banquet was AWESOME..i was really impressed at Scott's song about Shawn..LOL. i think shawn took his shirt off almost 4 times? but HE WOULDNT PICK ME FOR HIS MAGIC SHOW. (DUMB). The food was good, i think i ate like....6 creampuffs? the bus ride home was pretty interesting...daryl, morin, me and miCHelle. haha, sitting outside rutherford mall for about half an hour in the FREEZING cold i might add. Then the bus was packed...so i felt like i was in a sardine can.
hanyways...
moral of the story..its freaking cold and i hate winter
especially when the sidewalks arent plowed...and i wear FLATS
and when molly kicks snow at me..
JERK


lovelove

LOVEYS<3

I LOOK DRUNK <3

So today was sweet, school was sweet....i woke up around 8 oclock and i went to megans at 8:30...skipped band class (lol) and went to WAL MART to grab some things for the mock wedding at school that we THOUGHT was today but its on the 11th. HANYWAYS, i got to comp civ half an hour late...haha, and i researched the salvation army for the next hour in the computer lab..i had a lunchable pizza kit for lunch because i havent had one since grade 4...then i sat in the cafeteria for my spare with a grumpy austin while i decided to start my math homework. FAMILY STUDIES was a good time, as you can see by the picture! haha, i love rachel and megan so much..
2 of my favorite ladies they are.
The church banquet was sweet. i was put in charge, it was a tough job ill admit... alot of freakin stuff to do. The major had this intense way of setting the tables with the forks and spoons all fancy. I had a good time with all the girls serving, but there was this one girl Nicole...i thought she was absolutley adorable and funny, and katelyn and sam had a food fight at the end... hahahaah
i love my church, and my youth group <3>

lovelove

frig.

why is it so hard for you two to get along? i don't understand... The way you treat eachother is horrible and embarrassing. The littlest things set you off, whether it be drums or who's first in the dinner line. How do you live with yourselves? You're both so thick headed you don't see the people you're truly hurting by doing this. If you both keep acting like this...and if it continues on..i dont know how much longer ill be living here...

this is crap.

i agree with John Mayer, blogs need pictures

Favorite Bands

favorite bands of right now include...
Paramore
The Almost
Ok Go
The Hush Sound
Anberlin
Rascal Flatts

stupid stupid stupid

GOOD MOOD RUINED!!!
stupid boys

bleh

im in the wierdest mood ever.
like, romantic/flirty
haha, its kinda confusing meeee
i just want to talk to him i guess?
talk to him about cute things?
long distance phone calls = the dumb.
i need to find out the details about my long distance plan...

ugh, just...
stomach butterflies everywhere

Cabin Fever

not gonna lie...
today was the 3rd time ive left my house in almost a WEEK.
i hate snow, and i hate being cold.. one of my biggest pet peeves.
Me and my youth group did some Salvation Army kettles today
and of corse i got the OUTSIDE shift, for 2 and a half hours...
my feet were cold, then they hurt, then they ached, then i couldnt feel them anymore.
the only good thing about our station was the people and thrifty's provided us with
unlimited hot chocolate <3
ive gone to school 2 times this week, and mondays a pro-d day, so thats awesome..
gotta finish my travel project, and do my reading on scientology this weekend...
Probably going shopping with my mom tomorrow...cause i need boots...
and jeans...and some unmentionables *blush*
but ive been happy lately, so yay for me.
im just excited for christmas, and my car....
I GET MY CAR...<3 X 28472394789327489234
gotta start saving up for prince george trip in march <3 X 32948723984723747234

HANYWAYS
im freaking tired...so imma hit the hay

LAME LAME LAME

i HATE how sitcoms ALWAYS end... they always end with something you're gonna want to watch in a future episode but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO its over, never to see a new filmed episode again.... why cant everyone just die so you know nothing would happen with them even if the show continued on?! seriously, like on RFR when ray and lily FINALLY get together THEN THE SHOW ENDS, or friends when everyone is married and crap, chandler and monica have a baby.... THEN THE SHOW ENDS.... why cant everyone just...fall into a neverending pit at the end of a sitcom? it would make everyone happier....

orrrr maybe just me...

x-mas season closing in?

blog blog blog, i bet you missed me! (probably not though)
nothing special happening here, except snow, snow is LAME and cold, and makes me sick
i didn't go to school today cause i would have rather ripped off my face with a spoon
then walked to school. I think im getting married tomorrow too, yay family studies...
worst class in the WORLD. Christmas break soon, car soon, yayayayyayayaya
which means FAMILY YAY.. lots of youth events this month, gonna be busy

plus new job searching...


woot.

Carlye=Mom

soo, my parents are in cuba which has officially put me in the role of "mom"
for two weeks. Im stressed, i have projects due, report cards soon, grad pictures
all this stuff is happening so fast and its totally taking a toll on me.
i havent felt close to God at ALL for a really long time, and its starting to scare me.
i really need prayer you guys...cause i dont think i can do it on my own.
stress strESS STRESS is DUMB.
i really want to go to the war college with caitlyn and nicole this weekend, but i
dont think ill be able to make it, i have no money...none at all.
and its making me upset. Ive started skipping school, and ive almost become addicted
to it, i dont feel like a strong person anymore... anything i say to my brothers goes right
over their heads...
i dont even know how to talk to them anymore, because it just frustrates me..

i need your prayer, guys
please give me patience and wisdom, God...

Revolution

this world is hungry for revolution. A revolution that will change the way we look at our everyday lives. The goal is complete and total salvation.
Everyone on earth will know the love of Jesus Christ, and will glorify his name in all they do.
But we need servants, we need helpers, and most of all... we need disciples..


are you ready?

Go for souls, go for the worst -William Booth

so, today was officially BORING Comparitive Civ,
cody did a 30 minute presentation of mollytalking speed facts
about mesopotamian military tactics...Band is just always boring now
and Family studies, we talk about DATING wow.the only good thing
today so far, is that i got to go home at like 12...because it was a short
day, and i had a spare last block....i thought i had alot of crap to do, but
i got home and had to remind my brothers to do what my mom asked them 23479283749847974898 times, then i had to clean my room,clean
the kitchen, make dinner, and im on my 3rd load of laundry. and JORDAN
went to work early so he didnt call me..JERK (kidding)

hanyways...back to laundry

OCT 11TH, 2006

sometimes school is funny...i was supposed to wake up extra early and go to school so i could decorate molly and rachel's lockers (yeah right, like IM gonna get up early)...i ended up waking up at quarter after 8 and not getting to school until about 8:45...ahhathen i had to sit through stupid family studies which is freaking boringand we never have anything to do because im already days ahead..THEN i had a spare, and there was a DUMB FIREDRILL! sdkhfi hate it, we just go stand on the field like idiots, then the teacherssay "good job" and we go back inside. GAY.Then came lunch, and derek was being a jerk and decided to be mean to me and rachel, because he's an ass like that.and me and rachel went for a walk...we were cute bestfriends.COMP CIV our whole class including the teacher made fun ofthe racist kid in our class ( he wasnt there, dont worry)...we had this army guy come in and talk to us about guns...i didnt really learn anything...we just looked at pictures of trucks and guns..woot, educationalthen there was band....thats self explanitory.from there, i got home and fixed myself some very deliciouscheesy ravioli while talking to jordan on the phone...got all my wild truth stuff together, and danae picked me up.Got to wild truth and did my amazingly sweet craft with the kids...had bible study...came home, and had salad and ice cream

p.s - HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL AND MOLLAY

Underoath = Love

ok so, i ppretty much went to the best concert i've ever been to last night.
It was the 3rd time ive seen underoath, but the first time ive seen them outside of warped
tour, and i've got to say i was VERY impressed. The way they played their instruments was totally mind numbingly perfect.
God was totally there though, i could feel it, he was there and he was making his presence known to everyone who would let him in....
ive never dances so hard at a concert before...ive never screamed so hard.
they played "Some Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape" and "Casting Such A Thin Shadow"
2 songs that i thought i would never expirience live, and im happy to say that i got to expirience that last night....
After the show, we walked back to their tour bus because we knoew they would come out to sign autographs. There were only about 30 kids there, so it was perfect.
I got to have a sweet conversation with every single member in the band...
but the most memorable conversation was chris.
we stood there for about 45 minutes talking about their album and church and God, then we prayed for about 10 minutes... and man, it was awesome
and i know now that Chris will remember us, because were those Canadians that prayed with him in vancouver...
best night of my life

random shizz

hokay...
im quitting mcdonalds...its official.
i really want to work at starbucks, or winners....
maybe somewhere that wont make me gain weight.
i work 2-6 today and im not looking forward to it..
and im working 9-5 tomorrow....
with a girl that i HATE...
shes pretty much just mean to everyone...
i dont know how she goes through life just being horrible to everyone...

whatever..
OH
wild truth starts soon!
SO EXCITED
fancy t-shirts!

insomnia

ok, so its flippin' 3am...
and i cant sleep...
and i have no idea why.
its kinda lame...



sleeping pills please?

hokay so, im flippin' starting grade 12 in 4 days.
i dont think i've ever been this nervous about school before...
i mean...this is the last year of highschool i'll ever have...i never even thought i was gonna be this old. Im glad im gonna have classes this year that im going to enjoy.
i havent had any particular horrible things happening in my life lately..which im quite content with.
just working, churching, boyfriending.
contemplating if i should move out in a year or not...
im still not sure.
God is still a huge part of my life, and im sure always will be..
im glad to say im returning back from my recent fall out with God, which feels really
refreshing and new.
Wild Truth is starting up soon, and ill have to train some new leaders, but im glad we have teens interested in sharing their faith with young kids.
(fancy t-shirts soon, yeah!)
Full Circle is also starting up again on the last sunday of september...man im excited to have that back again.

now the not so good stuff i guess?
I'm 17 and i dont have my L. i've failed it twice...im acctually going in again tomorrow, but i dont know if ill pass this time either. My parents have been pressuring me for about 6 months now, hardcore about how if i dont have my L, im gonna die poor and lonely or something.
but whatever
ill get it when i want it
its my descision if i want to take the bus and walk everywhere. lawl
OH, and i saw "Accepted" tonight... (back to good things)
it was SO good. and im definitley buying it when it comes out
"im really glad we came here, i've always wanted hepatitis"
Jenschaper, and Caitlynspence complete starbucks for me

and pray for me please...
im applying for new jobs..
i just hate mcdonalds.


love, Carlye

rabbits turd.

hey guys.
new blog?
yeah.
bye.