Tuesday, July 31, 2007

God of Justice, Saviour to all
Came to rescue the weak and the poor
Chose to serve and not be served

Jesus, You have called us
Freely we've received
Now freely we will give

We must go live to feed the hungry
Stand beside the broken
We must go
Stepping forward keep us from just singing
Move us into action
We must go

To act justly everyday
Loving mercy in every way
Walking humbly before You God

You have shown us, what You require
Freely we've received
Now freely we will give

Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out Lord

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Spice Girls hit the stage in Vancouver on Dec 2nd.


wow. i am completely tuckered out.
tomorrow is my last shift in my set of 5, and i dont know how i'm going to deal with full time. I have never been this tired in my life. I can't go to sleep because my stepdad is having a party and theres people everywhere. I was babysitting until about 1am, and i have church at 9, then i work at 1pm until 5..and when i get home, i am instituting a lazy day for sunday after 6pm until the end of monday. if you would like to see me on monday, you have to be wearing pj's and i require an entrance fee of a tasty snack that can be shared by the both of us.
thank-you and goodnight.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

( yay or nay?)


Starting work at 8am sucks.
I really liked the warehouse though. not having to deal with customers getting mad at me constantly. PLUS i get to see all the stuff before it goes out on the floor, which is pretty sweet i must say. I think ill work in the back when i start full time because the ladies back there are really nice. After work Shawn-H picked me up from work and we headed over to his house to babysit his kids. The night started with a lengthy conversation with Katie(2yrs old) about boats, balloons popping, and airplanes. She turned her mcdonalds cheeseburger into paste, (she only ate the pickles and the cheese). Emma(4yrs old) had swimming lessons, so while she was gone...caitlyn, katie and i played endless games of "ring around the rosie" and "squishing up my baby bumblebee". The night went as usual, emma making up games, and katie talking constant nonsense...but i would have to say the best moment of the night was when molly walked straight into the screen door. dazed and confused, molly looks around and realizes what she has done...and attempts to put the door back on. wow. I was laughing so hard i cried. We hung out with Shawn and Krista for a bit, and then Shawn drove us home. I called Colin and we talked for a little while. (we're totally BFF, by the way) i love him long time.
I have to work in 9 1/2 hours, so i should be heading to bed now

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

lol@caitlyns house

so last night and tonight were pretty fun filled.
Last night, it seemed like Caitlyn had taken all of the pills in her medicine cabinet, because she was acting like a complete psycho. The night was filled with comments like "no you're the walrus, no you're the war college" and then Caitlyn sitting there with a chair on her saying "look guys! the chair is sitting on ME". Then this morning we woke up and i took a million shifts at work, so at 8am tomorrow ill be processing shoes in the winners warehouse (yay!) Today was officially marked a lazy day.My mom called me and now apparently my name is "Carlye Spence". Michelle came home from camp and we made a fancy dinner of alfredo noodles and salad a la Caitlyn and Carlye. The we proceeded to karen travers' house where we played wii for about 2 and half hours, (i pwn at wii baseball by the way). Michelle ended up hitting the t.v with the wii controller and im pretty sure that i ate wayy too many baby carrots.
so im sitting here, i work in about 8 hours. and im totally not looking forward to it
but whatever.

Monday, July 23, 2007


so, the opportunity to go to school in Australia has been given to me.
and i really would like to do it... and i found this amazing college that I'm really interested in.
its pretty sweet, and really accommodating for international students. I would probably be taking the Human Behavior, or the Nursing Course. Im just really stoked, and i really hope this happens..because Australia is pretty sweet.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

good times.

lisa is FINALLY HERE, and i cant even explain how stoked i am.
and were not even doing stuff, we're just hanging out and its perfect.
I had a whole bunch of plans for us this weekend, but it just seems like its turned out better this way. Fireworks are tonight, and i wish a couple people were here, but i can deal with it i guess.
Im just totally excited that lisa is here
i love her alot.

Friday, July 20, 2007


so today has been pretty tiring so far.
woke up and got ready... went to the mall and bought some stuff
4 hours later me and molly just wanted to go home...
a day filled with stinky buses and mall goths.
im sooo excited
but the weather here for bathtub weekend completely sucks, but were still going to have a blast.
basically i love life right now.

Holy Fire.

God, i just pray that you send your holy fire over camp sunrise, father.
Guard them with your spirit.
YHWH we pray that your power and love will triumph
Strength, Faith, Power and Wisdom, Lord.
Send your angels by the millions
Lord I pray for healing, for strength father
I pray that you cover these children with your blood, and your protection.
Death cant touch us.
this is your kingdom, and we are your children.
God, give them strength, courage, and unity Lord

Matthew 10:1
He called his twelve disciples to him and gave them authority to drive out evil spirits and to heal every disease and sickness.


Exodus 23:25

Worship the LORD your God, and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take away sickness from among you

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

sometimes clint is funny.

SendTheFire.ca - 24/7 Fuel for Life! says:
awww, poor clown. Who's laughing now?
SendTheFire.ca - 24/7 Fuel for Life! says:
nobody because it's not funny
Caitlyn got her tattoo today!

promoted to glory.

I'd like to think that as I'm writing this here blog entry, that Colonel Iris is looking down on me smiling. Colonel Iris is chillin' with Jesus now, or how we say in the Salvation army "promoted to glory". Which i think is a really neat thing to think about, because when someone dies...its easy to focus on the bad things, and the downsides to situations. But just think... she's up there eating finger sandwiches with Jesus, and partying like it's 1999... and I'm sitting down here wondering why i forgot to call her last weekend for coffee. It's funny how much we take the time we have for granted. I would always procrastinate and say i would call her next weekend, and now...i can never have that with her, and i will always regret that.
This woman was phenomenal. One of the few older ladies who wasn't scared to talk to the teenagers on a Sunday morning after the church service. This woman had to most amazing sense of humor, which i will never forget. Her jokes about my ever changing hair, or jokes about the way i dress. She would always notice when i wasn't there for a Sunday and would ask me why. Her smile brought joy to the lives of those who had no joy. This woman had Jesus shining through her like a piece of cellophane, and I'm sure that many people's lives have changed because of her bubbly personality and way of life. The guilt that i have for not having that one coffee date will linger.. but the fact that i will see her again...really makes it all better

Promoted To Glory
Lt. Colonel Iris Lorraine Fraser
August 22nd 1934 - July 12th 2007

(you go girl)

Sunday, July 15, 2007

July 15th

hmm, new post, new post.
The weather has finally cooled down and I'm not confined to wearing a sheet toga.
I had a sweet night with Caitlyn, Molly and Katelyn the other night.. we slept out on Caitlyn's deck, and some pictures were taken that none of us want to see again... ( but they're all on facebook!)
Stress to find a full time job is closing in on me.
i don't want to be working a full time job where i have to take 2 hours of buses to get there and back. LISA is coming in about 5 days. and i cant believe how stoked i am. Andy mac might come with her, but i doubt it. Bathtub weekend is upon us, and that means piles of cotton candy and TRENDY LEMONADE. Caitlyn gets her tattoo in 2 days.. we went to gt an evaluation, and the guy drew it out and it looks beautiful.
All sorts of people are asking me what im going to do when she's gone. the truth is..i dont know what i am going to do. Having caitlyn not be a phonecall away is going to be so hard to get through. But i guess its only a year and we have the rest of our lives to be bestfriends.

i guess.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007


wow, last blog entry on march 24th,
so much stuff has happened since then..relationships come and gone
new friends made, new everything.
I have been blessed with amazing new friends this past summer and just these past weeks i have met some truly amazing people. Which sucks, cause they're leaving.
I've just really felt a lot of the stress in my life lifted off my shoulders
and I'm so grateful for the fact that our God is a graceful and merciful God.
Bathtub weekend is coming up soon, and this is the first bathtub weekend where i don't go to my cabin. My grandparents sold it about 2 weeks ago, which is going to be weird.
i'm so stoked about her coming here for bathtub weekend. because she's amazing.
and i love her a lot.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Anberlin - Cities


Do you remember when we were just kids
And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss
Schoolyard conversations taken to heart
And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not

I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss

Amazing how life turns out the way that it does
We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love

I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss

Is it over now hey, is it over now
Is it over how hey, it's not over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have (that you'll ever have)
I wanna be your last, first love (that you'll ever have)
Till you're lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide
I wanna be your last, first kiss for all time

Anberlin - Cities

"The Unwinding Cable Car"

Emotive unstable you're like an unwinding cable car
Listening for voices, but it's the choices that make us who we are
Go your own way, even seasons have changed just burn those new leaves over
So self-absorbed you've seemed to ignore the prayers that have already come about

This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in

La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la

Backing away from the problem of pain you never had a home
You've been misguided, you're hiding in shadows for so very long
Don't you believe that you've been deceived that you're no better than...
The hair in your eyes, it never disguised what you're really thinking of

This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in

This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in

You're so brilliant, don't soon forget
You're so brilliant, grace marked your heart
You're so brilliant, don't soon forget
You're so brilliant, grace marked your heart
You're so brilliant (This is the correlation)
Don't soon forget (Between salvation and love, don't drop your arms)
You're so brilliant (I'll guard your heart)
Grace marked your heart (With quiet words I'll lead you in and out of the dark)

La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
(Don't drop your arms)
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la

This is the correlation of salvation and love (La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart (La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
With quiet words I'll lead you in

This is the correlation of salvation and love (La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart (La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
With quiet words I'll lead you in

Monday, March 12, 2007

Sunday, March 11, 2007


it was the first dangerous service tonight, it went amazing in my opinion. Apparently i sang well..... haha. Caitlyn's sermon was amazing, and even though there weren't many kids this time, i think it will get bigger and it will start to flourish within a couple months.

love you guys

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

i love caitlyn so much

CrashFace-Carlyepie Morris.

What we have here, this is true bestfriendship.
This is years of loving and laughing and crushes and hairdye.
This is moments when our guts ache and our cheeks hurt.
This is days when we can't stand eachother long enough for a phone call that exceeds 8 minutes
and the days when our phones die from hours of pointless conversation.
This is me moving 3 times in our friendship and my house always being an anchor to you and yours to me.
This is "Remember when!?" and "I can't wait until..."
This is HUNDREDS of concerts and shows, movies and Full Circles.
This is 10 peircings each and 500 hairstyles.
This is favorite bands, making fun of bad music and dancing so hard we can't stand up.
This is dreams that both have come true and may one day.
This is "My best friend and I..." and "this one time, me and Carlye..."
This is 8000 pictures of each other and 1600 of us together.
This is a trip to the Okangon, Vancouver, Victoria, and Church together.
This must be four years by now.

I love you so much.

Caitlyn Cater-tots Spence

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

long time, no blog

haven't updated this waste of webspace in a while...so i guess ill give it a shot. I've been busy, its the start of second semester and i have 2 provinvial exam courses under my belt. Some people would say that's easy...but for someone who hates doing homework, its a little more difficult. No boyfriend, no job, no money....no stress. I've been relativley stress/drama free lately. I've started going to bed earlier and that's really helping with my school day,giving me more energy and stuff. Im planning on moving to victoria in october, when i get my license! so excited, because ill get to move in with my aunt, she's like...the sweetest person ever. Life has been going really smoothly, and i thank God for that. Almost time for RAW! (ready and willing)... I'm going to spend about 4 days in downtown eastside vancouver, hanging out with all the people who live down there. It's definitley going to be an expirience i will always remember. anyways, i think house is on soon, so i have to go watch it (its a family thing)


Monday, January 22, 2007


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Saturday, January 20, 2007


we will not be silent...

Sunday, January 07, 2007

im a "SCENE/HARDCORE" kid...

[o] You go tanning
[o] You watch The OC/Laguna Beach/The Hills.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You love going to the mall.
[x] You take your cell phone everywhere.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat
Total: 6/8

[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[o] You wear chains.
[o] You like heavy metal.
[o] You love Hot Topic.
[x] You have worn black lipstick.
[o] Your hair is dark
[o] You dislike preps.
[o] You're an atheist
[x] have/had piercings in unusual places.
Total: 4/10


[o] You can skateboard
[x] You wear plaid.
[x] You love Converse.
[x] You think you're different.
[o] You hate MTV.
[o] You have moshed
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair or highlights.
[x] You hate/dislike pink
[o] You hate rich kids
Total: 5/9

[x] You love to be on the computer
[o] You like Star Wars.
[x] You were/are supposed to wear glasses.
[x] You get honors
[o] You love reading
[x] You are in band.
[x] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew.
[o] You always do your homework.
[o] You never miss school unless your sick.
Total: 6/10

[o] You are depressed sometimes
[x] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[o] You like the band Thursday.
[o] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo
[o] You keep a journal/diary
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[o] You have/had a sad MySpace layout
Total: 4/9


[x] You like rap
[o] You are in a gang.
[o] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear a lot
[x] You have had a freestyling contest.
[o] You have said "fo shizzle” in a non-mocking sense
[o] You have been called a "playa"
[o] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 3/8

[x] Youve worn a bandana.
[x] You love the Ninja Turtles, etc.
[o] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear slip-on shoes
[x] You love Norma Jean.
[x] You wear band tees.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[x] Your hair has been dyed in more than one color.
[x] You will kill if called a Satanist.
Total: 8/9

[o] You love Laguna Beach/The OC/The Hills.
[o] You have a tiny/medium sized dog.
[o] Your everyday outfits usually consists of pink.
[x] You like buying shoes
[o] You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F, etc.
[x] You love to shop
[o] You Love Skirts.
[o] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
Total: 2/8

[o] You watch the Super bowl.
[o] You own track shoes or cleats
[o] You collect your jerseys
[o] You have a special shelf or spot for trophy's and awards
[o] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[o] Your garage/shed has sports equipment in it
[x] You belong/ed to a school team.
[o] You went/going to a sports summer camp
[o] You have a specific number prefered for your jersey.
Total: 1/9

[x] You Own Anime
[x] You own Manga
[o] You've cosplayed
[o] You've had Ramune or Boba
[x] You've bought a box of Pocky
[x] You like videogames
[x] You know some Japanese
Total: 5/7