"Inevitable"
Do you remember when we were just kids
And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss
Schoolyard conversations taken to heart
And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not
I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, is it over now
I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss
Amazing how life turns out the way that it does
We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love
I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, is it over now
I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss
Is it over now hey, is it over now
Is it over how hey, it's not over now
I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have (that you'll ever have)
I wanna be your last, first love (that you'll ever have)
Till you're lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide
I wanna be your last, first kiss for all time
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Anberlin - Cities
"The Unwinding Cable Car"
Emotive unstable you're like an unwinding cable car
Listening for voices, but it's the choices that make us who we are
Go your own way, even seasons have changed just burn those new leaves over
So self-absorbed you've seemed to ignore the prayers that have already come about
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
Backing away from the problem of pain you never had a home
You've been misguided, you're hiding in shadows for so very long
Don't you believe that you've been deceived that you're no better than...
The hair in your eyes, it never disguised what you're really thinking of
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in
You're so brilliant, don't soon forget
You're so brilliant, grace marked your heart
You're so brilliant, don't soon forget
You're so brilliant, grace marked your heart
You're so brilliant (This is the correlation)
Don't soon forget (Between salvation and love, don't drop your arms)
You're so brilliant (I'll guard your heart)
Grace marked your heart (With quiet words I'll lead you in and out of the dark)
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
(Don't drop your arms)
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
This is the correlation of salvation and love (La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart (La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
With quiet words I'll lead you in
This is the correlation of salvation and love (La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart (La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
With quiet words I'll lead you in
Monday, March 12, 2007
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Dangerous
it was the first dangerous service tonight, it went amazing in my opinion. Apparently i sang well..... haha. Caitlyn's sermon was amazing, and even though there weren't many kids this time, i think it will get bigger and it will start to flourish within a couple months.
love you guys
LOVELOVE
love you guys
LOVELOVE
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
i love caitlyn so much
CrashFace-Carlyepie Morris.
What we have here, this is true bestfriendship.
This is years of loving and laughing and crushes and hairdye.
This is moments when our guts ache and our cheeks hurt.
This is days when we can't stand eachother long enough for a phone call that exceeds 8 minutes
and the days when our phones die from hours of pointless conversation.
This is me moving 3 times in our friendship and my house always being an anchor to you and yours to me.
This is "Remember when!?" and "I can't wait until..."
This is HUNDREDS of concerts and shows, movies and Full Circles.
This is 10 peircings each and 500 hairstyles.
This is favorite bands, making fun of bad music and dancing so hard we can't stand up.
This is dreams that both have come true and may one day.
This is "My best friend and I..." and "this one time, me and Carlye..."
This is 8000 pictures of each other and 1600 of us together.
This is a trip to the Okangon, Vancouver, Victoria, and Church together.
This must be four years by now.
I love you so much.
Caitlyn Cater-tots Spence
What we have here, this is true bestfriendship.
This is years of loving and laughing and crushes and hairdye.
This is moments when our guts ache and our cheeks hurt.
This is days when we can't stand eachother long enough for a phone call that exceeds 8 minutes
and the days when our phones die from hours of pointless conversation.
This is me moving 3 times in our friendship and my house always being an anchor to you and yours to me.
This is "Remember when!?" and "I can't wait until..."
This is HUNDREDS of concerts and shows, movies and Full Circles.
This is 10 peircings each and 500 hairstyles.
This is favorite bands, making fun of bad music and dancing so hard we can't stand up.
This is dreams that both have come true and may one day.
This is "My best friend and I..." and "this one time, me and Carlye..."
This is 8000 pictures of each other and 1600 of us together.
This is a trip to the Okangon, Vancouver, Victoria, and Church together.
This must be four years by now.
I love you so much.
Caitlyn Cater-tots Spence
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
long time, no blog
haven't updated this waste of webspace in a while...so i guess ill give it a shot. I've been busy, its the start of second semester and i have 2 provinvial exam courses under my belt. Some people would say that's easy...but for someone who hates doing homework, its a little more difficult. No boyfriend, no job, no money....no stress. I've been relativley stress/drama free lately. I've started going to bed earlier and that's really helping with my school day,giving me more energy and stuff. Im planning on moving to victoria in october, when i get my license! so excited, because ill get to move in with my aunt, she's like...the sweetest person ever. Life has been going really smoothly, and i thank God for that. Almost time for RAW! (ready and willing)... I'm going to spend about 4 days in downtown eastside vancouver, hanging out with all the people who live down there. It's definitley going to be an expirience i will always remember. anyways, i think house is on soon, so i have to go watch it (its a family thing)
lovelove
lovelove
Monday, January 22, 2007
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Sunday, January 07, 2007
im a "SCENE/HARDCORE" kid...
[RICH KID]
[o] You go tanning
[o] You watch The OC/Laguna Beach/The Hills.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You love going to the mall.
[x] You take your cell phone everywhere.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat
Total: 6/8
[GOTH]
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[o] You wear chains.
[o] You like heavy metal.
[o] You love Hot Topic.
[x] You have worn black lipstick.
[o] Your hair is dark
[o] You dislike preps.
[o] You're an atheist
[x] have/had piercings in unusual places.
Total: 4/10
[SKATER]
[o] You can skateboard
[x] You wear plaid.
[x] You love Converse.
[x] You think you're different.
[o] You hate MTV.
[o] You have moshed
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair or highlights.
[x] You hate/dislike pink
[o] You hate rich kids
Total: 5/9
[GEEK]
[x] You love to be on the computer
[o] You like Star Wars.
[x] You were/are supposed to wear glasses.
[x] You get honors
[o] You love reading
[x] You are in band.
[x] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew.
[o] You always do your homework.
[o] You never miss school unless your sick.
Total: 6/10
[EMO]
[o] You are depressed sometimes
[x] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[o] You like the band Thursday.
[o] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo
[o] You keep a journal/diary
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[o] You have/had a sad MySpace layout
Total: 4/9
[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[x] You like rap
[o] You are in a gang.
[o] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear a lot
[x] You have had a freestyling contest.
[o] You have said "fo shizzle” in a non-mocking sense
[o] You have been called a "playa"
[o] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 3/8
[SCENE/HARDCORE]
[x] Youve worn a bandana.
[x] You love the Ninja Turtles, etc.
[o] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear slip-on shoes
[x] You love Norma Jean.
[x] You wear band tees.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[x] Your hair has been dyed in more than one color.
[x] You will kill if called a Satanist.
Total: 8/9
[PREP]
[o] You love Laguna Beach/The OC/The Hills.
[o] You have a tiny/medium sized dog.
[o] Your everyday outfits usually consists of pink.
[x] You like buying shoes
[o] You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F, etc.
[x] You love to shop
[o] You Love Skirts.
[o] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
Total: 2/8
[ATHLETIC]
[o] You watch the Super bowl.
[o] You own track shoes or cleats
[o] You collect your jerseys
[o] You have a special shelf or spot for trophy's and awards
[o] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[o] Your garage/shed has sports equipment in it
[x] You belong/ed to a school team.
[o] You went/going to a sports summer camp
[o] You have a specific number prefered for your jersey.
Total: 1/9
[OTAKU]
[x] You Own Anime
[x] You own Manga
[o] You've cosplayed
[o] You've had Ramune or Boba
[x] You've bought a box of Pocky
[x] You like videogames
[x] You know some Japanese
Total: 5/7
[o] You go tanning
[o] You watch The OC/Laguna Beach/The Hills.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You love going to the mall.
[x] You take your cell phone everywhere.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat
Total: 6/8
[GOTH]
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[o] You wear chains.
[o] You like heavy metal.
[o] You love Hot Topic.
[x] You have worn black lipstick.
[o] Your hair is dark
[o] You dislike preps.
[o] You're an atheist
[x] have/had piercings in unusual places.
Total: 4/10
[SKATER]
[o] You can skateboard
[x] You wear plaid.
[x] You love Converse.
[x] You think you're different.
[o] You hate MTV.
[o] You have moshed
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair or highlights.
[x] You hate/dislike pink
[o] You hate rich kids
Total: 5/9
[GEEK]
[x] You love to be on the computer
[o] You like Star Wars.
[x] You were/are supposed to wear glasses.
[x] You get honors
[o] You love reading
[x] You are in band.
[x] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew.
[o] You always do your homework.
[o] You never miss school unless your sick.
Total: 6/10
[EMO]
[o] You are depressed sometimes
[x] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[o] You like the band Thursday.
[o] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo
[o] You keep a journal/diary
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[o] You have/had a sad MySpace layout
Total: 4/9
[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[x] You like rap
[o] You are in a gang.
[o] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear a lot
[x] You have had a freestyling contest.
[o] You have said "fo shizzle” in a non-mocking sense
[o] You have been called a "playa"
[o] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 3/8
[SCENE/HARDCORE]
[x] Youve worn a bandana.
[x] You love the Ninja Turtles, etc.
[o] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear slip-on shoes
[x] You love Norma Jean.
[x] You wear band tees.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[x] Your hair has been dyed in more than one color.
[x] You will kill if called a Satanist.
Total: 8/9
[PREP]
[o] You love Laguna Beach/The OC/The Hills.
[o] You have a tiny/medium sized dog.
[o] Your everyday outfits usually consists of pink.
[x] You like buying shoes
[o] You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F, etc.
[x] You love to shop
[o] You Love Skirts.
[o] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
Total: 2/8
[ATHLETIC]
[o] You watch the Super bowl.
[o] You own track shoes or cleats
[o] You collect your jerseys
[o] You have a special shelf or spot for trophy's and awards
[o] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[o] Your garage/shed has sports equipment in it
[x] You belong/ed to a school team.
[o] You went/going to a sports summer camp
[o] You have a specific number prefered for your jersey.
Total: 1/9
[OTAKU]
[x] You Own Anime
[x] You own Manga
[o] You've cosplayed
[o] You've had Ramune or Boba
[x] You've bought a box of Pocky
[x] You like videogames
[x] You know some Japanese
Total: 5/7
Friday, December 29, 2006
christmas cheer
ooo christmas! got lots of stuff, like moneys. that i used to buy my ipod :D i got lots of stuff and i got to see pretty much all my family that lives in Canada. i got new bedspread, and 2 days after i got it...my cat peed on it. sweet eh.?...
so ive pretty much fallen in love with Copeland and Anberlin. soo amazing. Going to pick up caitlyn in half an hour, yay! i miss that girl bunches and bunches.
i hope everyone had a merry christmas!
lovelove
so ive pretty much fallen in love with Copeland and Anberlin. soo amazing. Going to pick up caitlyn in half an hour, yay! i miss that girl bunches and bunches.
i hope everyone had a merry christmas!
lovelove
Sunday, December 24, 2006
fav song right now <3
"Pin Your Wings" - Copeland
Hey Amanda
Where'd you find these crazy boys this time?
They say you're pretty but you don't think they're right.
Hey Amanda
While you're staring at your telephone tonight
do you feel like turning it off, turning off all of the lights?
Pin your wings down
if it's over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow
Hey Amanda
who just threw your heart away this time?
And when you're crying on your bed does he help keep you alive?
Pin your wings down
if it's all over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow
I'll take the blame if you take me home now
Cuz there's no place left for trust in all this pain
And you know when it rains in this town I get washed away
Without a sound
So pin my wings down
If it's over
If it's over now
Pin your wings down
if it's over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow
Hey Amanda
Where'd you find these crazy boys this time?
They say you're pretty but you don't think they're right.
Hey Amanda
While you're staring at your telephone tonight
do you feel like turning it off, turning off all of the lights?
Pin your wings down
if it's over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow
Hey Amanda
who just threw your heart away this time?
And when you're crying on your bed does he help keep you alive?
Pin your wings down
if it's all over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow
I'll take the blame if you take me home now
Cuz there's no place left for trust in all this pain
And you know when it rains in this town I get washed away
Without a sound
So pin my wings down
If it's over
If it's over now
Pin your wings down
if it's over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow
Monday, December 18, 2006
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
BFFEEZZZ<3
Caitlyn.. speak up darling, make those lips move says:
guess what I have
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
aids?
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
..that would suck
Caitlyn.. speak up darling, make those lips move says:
a LOCKER
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
NICE
guess what I have
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
aids?
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
..that would suck
Caitlyn.. speak up darling, make those lips move says:
a LOCKER
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
NICE
Monday, December 11, 2006
Have A Holly Jolly Christmas
my house smells of pine needles and cinnamon..
we got our christmas tree today, and my mom made me put those tacky LED energy saver lights. DUMB DUMB DUMB. the little ones look better...whatever. So we got all the decorations out, and hung up the stockings and put the huge santa figurine by the fireplace. Decorating the christmas tree always ends up with my family in tears. we have numerous ornaments in memory of my aunt michelle, and my brother beau. Remembering that theyre not there on christmas is a downer, but i know where they are, so im content. Now the christmas stuff is really starting to pile up, i have so much stuff to do this week, and next week, its crazy... i just cant wait until its all settled and normal again. Everything is turned upside down...
yay stressful
anyone know of any jobs?
apparently i need one, according to my mother
lovelove
we got our christmas tree today, and my mom made me put those tacky LED energy saver lights. DUMB DUMB DUMB. the little ones look better...whatever. So we got all the decorations out, and hung up the stockings and put the huge santa figurine by the fireplace. Decorating the christmas tree always ends up with my family in tears. we have numerous ornaments in memory of my aunt michelle, and my brother beau. Remembering that theyre not there on christmas is a downer, but i know where they are, so im content. Now the christmas stuff is really starting to pile up, i have so much stuff to do this week, and next week, its crazy... i just cant wait until its all settled and normal again. Everything is turned upside down...
yay stressful
anyone know of any jobs?
apparently i need one, according to my mother
lovelove
Sunday, December 10, 2006
idiot.
so i never thought it would come to this, but im pretty sure i actually hate my little brother thomas. Nothing nice has come out of his mouth for about a year and a half. I cant talk to him, because he'll just call me fat. He is so disrespectful and arrogant that i cant even look at him sometimes. He has no disregard for other peoples feelings and they way he treats some people makes me sick. He is so closed minded and ignorant. If something doesnt go his way, everyone pays for it...no matter who you are. He doesnt know when to stop, and he keeps teasing and teasing until he goes over the line. I can't wait until the day someone kicks the crap out of him and he finally learns a lesson.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Gabe, Gabe, Gabe
so yesterday was pretty sweet. i went to school and Caitlyn met me there around 1:30. then we took the school bus downtown and then the ferry to gabriola. then me, Caitlyn, and Delaine hiked up the HILL OF DEATH, seriously... this hill is sooo horrible. The finally make it to the grocery store and me and Caitlyn bought some pickoras or however you spell it. So we munched on those and headed up to the gathering place. No one told me that they added another section onto the gathering place...so me and Caitlyn ended up waiting outside the wrong building for almost an hour and a half (and it was COLD). So we went down to the other building and hung out with Ben for a couple of hours, waiting for everyone else to arrive. Then the bands started arriving...Taiyo and his band were first, then James, Errol and Brendan came...then it started to be more fun, because there were people there other than me and Caitlyn. we hung out for a bit and then the show started with Taiyo's amazing band "The 1st Swedish Balloonists" sooo funny. The Perfect Trend and Johnny Good played next...and we had to leave before NttP played....which is gay..because they're the ones we went to see. So me, Caitlyn, and Delaine had to walk back down to the ferry and take it home at 10:25.
Caitlyn's dad gave me a ride home, and i pretty much collapsed when i got to my house..
thats pretty much all of it.
lovelove
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Punk Rock Gingerbread
*photo soon*
so i was late for comparative civ again. i walked into class and it was one of those awkward moments where everyone stops what theyre doing and looks at the person who just disrupted them, so i just laughed and sat down. We did some work on buddhism today, and watched a movie. Band = not fun. Lunch time... me, rachel, kailey, alex, and kate had a sweet time talking about "suprising" lynn at the movie with her new BF. Family studies me and rachel made a punk band out of gingerbread men...
pretty much the sweetest thing in the world.
went shopping and bought jeans in the shortest time ever..
i think it took like...10 minutes?
got a shirt for christmas parties.
NOW its homework time
lovelove
so i was late for comparative civ again. i walked into class and it was one of those awkward moments where everyone stops what theyre doing and looks at the person who just disrupted them, so i just laughed and sat down. We did some work on buddhism today, and watched a movie. Band = not fun. Lunch time... me, rachel, kailey, alex, and kate had a sweet time talking about "suprising" lynn at the movie with her new BF. Family studies me and rachel made a punk band out of gingerbread men...
pretty much the sweetest thing in the world.
went shopping and bought jeans in the shortest time ever..
i think it took like...10 minutes?
got a shirt for christmas parties.
NOW its homework time
lovelove
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