Underoath = Love

ok so, i ppretty much went to the best concert i've ever been to last night.
It was the 3rd time ive seen underoath, but the first time ive seen them outside of warped
tour, and i've got to say i was VERY impressed. The way they played their instruments was totally mind numbingly perfect.
God was totally there though, i could feel it, he was there and he was making his presence known to everyone who would let him in....
ive never dances so hard at a concert before...ive never screamed so hard.
they played "Some Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape" and "Casting Such A Thin Shadow"
2 songs that i thought i would never expirience live, and im happy to say that i got to expirience that last night....
After the show, we walked back to their tour bus because we knoew they would come out to sign autographs. There were only about 30 kids there, so it was perfect.
I got to have a sweet conversation with every single member in the band...
but the most memorable conversation was chris.
we stood there for about 45 minutes talking about their album and church and God, then we prayed for about 10 minutes... and man, it was awesome
and i know now that Chris will remember us, because were those Canadians that prayed with him in vancouver...
best night of my life

random shizz

hokay...
im quitting mcdonalds...its official.
i really want to work at starbucks, or winners....
maybe somewhere that wont make me gain weight.
i work 2-6 today and im not looking forward to it..
and im working 9-5 tomorrow....
with a girl that i HATE...
shes pretty much just mean to everyone...
i dont know how she goes through life just being horrible to everyone...

whatever..
OH
wild truth starts soon!
SO EXCITED
fancy t-shirts!

insomnia

ok, so its flippin' 3am...
and i cant sleep...
and i have no idea why.
its kinda lame...



sleeping pills please?

hokay so, im flippin' starting grade 12 in 4 days.
i dont think i've ever been this nervous about school before...
i mean...this is the last year of highschool i'll ever have...i never even thought i was gonna be this old. Im glad im gonna have classes this year that im going to enjoy.
i havent had any particular horrible things happening in my life lately..which im quite content with.
just working, churching, boyfriending.
contemplating if i should move out in a year or not...
im still not sure.
God is still a huge part of my life, and im sure always will be..
im glad to say im returning back from my recent fall out with God, which feels really
refreshing and new.
Wild Truth is starting up soon, and ill have to train some new leaders, but im glad we have teens interested in sharing their faith with young kids.
(fancy t-shirts soon, yeah!)
Full Circle is also starting up again on the last sunday of september...man im excited to have that back again.

now the not so good stuff i guess?
I'm 17 and i dont have my L. i've failed it twice...im acctually going in again tomorrow, but i dont know if ill pass this time either. My parents have been pressuring me for about 6 months now, hardcore about how if i dont have my L, im gonna die poor and lonely or something.
but whatever
ill get it when i want it
its my descision if i want to take the bus and walk everywhere. lawl
OH, and i saw "Accepted" tonight... (back to good things)
it was SO good. and im definitley buying it when it comes out
"im really glad we came here, i've always wanted hepatitis"
Jenschaper, and Caitlynspence complete starbucks for me

and pray for me please...
im applying for new jobs..
i just hate mcdonalds.


love, Carlye