man, i love my youth group

i love caitlyn so much

CrashFace-Carlyepie Morris.

What we have here, this is true bestfriendship.
This is years of loving and laughing and crushes and hairdye.
This is moments when our guts ache and our cheeks hurt.
This is days when we can't stand eachother long enough for a phone call that exceeds 8 minutes
and the days when our phones die from hours of pointless conversation.
This is me moving 3 times in our friendship and my house always being an anchor to you and yours to me.
This is "Remember when!?" and "I can't wait until..."
This is HUNDREDS of concerts and shows, movies and Full Circles.
This is 10 peircings each and 500 hairstyles.
This is favorite bands, making fun of bad music and dancing so hard we can't stand up.
This is dreams that both have come true and may one day.
This is "My best friend and I..." and "this one time, me and Carlye..."
This is 8000 pictures of each other and 1600 of us together.
This is a trip to the Okangon, Vancouver, Victoria, and Church together.
This must be four years by now.

I love you so much.

Caitlyn Cater-tots Spence

jessy made me cute!

LOVELOVE

long time, no blog

haven't updated this waste of webspace in a while...so i guess ill give it a shot. I've been busy, its the start of second semester and i have 2 provinvial exam courses under my belt. Some people would say that's easy...but for someone who hates doing homework, its a little more difficult. No boyfriend, no job, no money....no stress. I've been relativley stress/drama free lately. I've started going to bed earlier and that's really helping with my school day,giving me more energy and stuff. Im planning on moving to victoria in october, when i get my license! so excited, because ill get to move in with my aunt, she's like...the sweetest person ever. Life has been going really smoothly, and i thank God for that. Almost time for RAW! (ready and willing)... I'm going to spend about 4 days in downtown eastside vancouver, hanging out with all the people who live down there. It's definitley going to be an expirience i will always remember. anyways, i think house is on soon, so i have to go watch it (its a family thing)

lovelove

thelonelyisland

EXPLODING HIGH FIVE!!

sendthefire

http://www.sendthefire.ca
we will not be silent...

im a "SCENE/HARDCORE" kid...

[RICH KID]
[o] You go tanning
[o] You watch The OC/Laguna Beach/The Hills.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You love going to the mall.
[x] You take your cell phone everywhere.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat
Total: 6/8

[GOTH]
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[o] You wear chains.
[o] You like heavy metal.
[o] You love Hot Topic.
[x] You have worn black lipstick.
[o] Your hair is dark
[o] You dislike preps.
[o] You're an atheist
[x] have/had piercings in unusual places.
Total: 4/10

[SKATER]
[o] You can skateboard
[x] You wear plaid.
[x] You love Converse.
[x] You think you're different.
[o] You hate MTV.
[o] You have moshed
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair or highlights.
[x] You hate/dislike pink
[o] You hate rich kids
Total: 5/9

[GEEK]
[x] You love to be on the computer
[o] You like Star Wars.
[x] You were/are supposed to wear glasses.
[x] You get honors
[o] You love reading
[x] You are in band.
[x] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew.
[o] You always do your homework.
[o] You never miss school unless your sick.
Total: 6/10

[EMO]
[o] You are depressed sometimes
[x] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[o] You like the band Thursday.
[o] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo
[o] You keep a journal/diary
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[o] You have/had a sad MySpace layout
Total: 4/9

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[x] You like rap
[o] You are in a gang.
[o] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear a lot
[x] You have had a freestyling contest.
[o] You have said "fo shizzle” in a non-mocking sense
[o] You have been called a "playa"
[o] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 3/8

[SCENE/HARDCORE]
[x] Youve worn a bandana.
[x] You love the Ninja Turtles, etc.
[o] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear slip-on shoes
[x] You love Norma Jean.
[x] You wear band tees.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[x] Your hair has been dyed in more than one color.
[x] You will kill if called a Satanist.
Total: 8/9

[PREP]
[o] You love Laguna Beach/The OC/The Hills.
[o] You have a tiny/medium sized dog.
[o] Your everyday outfits usually consists of pink.
[x] You like buying shoes
[o] You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F, etc.
[x] You love to shop
[o] You Love Skirts.
[o] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
Total: 2/8

[ATHLETIC]
[o] You watch the Super bowl.
[o] You own track shoes or cleats
[o] You collect your jerseys
[o] You have a special shelf or spot for trophy's and awards
[o] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[o] Your garage/shed has sports equipment in it
[x] You belong/ed to a school team.
[o] You went/going to a sports summer camp
[o] You have a specific number prefered for your jersey.
Total: 1/9

[OTAKU]
[x] You Own Anime
[x] You own Manga
[o] You've cosplayed
[o] You've had Ramune or Boba
[x] You've bought a box of Pocky
[x] You like videogames
[x] You know some Japanese
Total: 5/7

christmas cheer

ooo christmas! got lots of stuff, like moneys. that i used to buy my ipod :D i got lots of stuff and i got to see pretty much all my family that lives in Canada. i got new bedspread, and 2 days after i got it...my cat peed on it. sweet eh.?...
so ive pretty much fallen in love with Copeland and Anberlin. soo amazing. Going to pick up caitlyn in half an hour, yay! i miss that girl bunches and bunches.

i hope everyone had a merry christmas!
lovelove

fav song right now <3

"Pin Your Wings" - Copeland

Hey Amanda
Where'd you find these crazy boys this time?
They say you're pretty but you don't think they're right.

Hey Amanda
While you're staring at your telephone tonight
do you feel like turning it off, turning off all of the lights?

Pin your wings down
if it's over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow

Hey Amanda
who just threw your heart away this time?
And when you're crying on your bed does he help keep you alive?

Pin your wings down
if it's all over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow

I'll take the blame if you take me home now
Cuz there's no place left for trust in all this pain
And you know when it rains in this town I get washed away
Without a sound
So pin my wings down

If it's over
If it's over now

Pin your wings down
if it's over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow

MUSIC

LOVELOVE

my loveys

LOVELOVELOVE!!!

BFFEEZZZ<3

Caitlyn.. speak up darling, make those lips move says:
guess what I have
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
aids?
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
..that would suck
Caitlyn.. speak up darling, make those lips move says:
a LOCKER
Carlye<3 DELAINE......THEMEATLOAF says:
NICE

Have A Holly Jolly Christmas

my house smells of pine needles and cinnamon..
we got our christmas tree today, and my mom made me put those tacky LED energy saver lights. DUMB DUMB DUMB. the little ones look better...whatever. So we got all the decorations out, and hung up the stockings and put the huge santa figurine by the fireplace. Decorating the christmas tree always ends up with my family in tears. we have numerous ornaments in memory of my aunt michelle, and my brother beau. Remembering that theyre not there on christmas is a downer, but i know where they are, so im content. Now the christmas stuff is really starting to pile up, i have so much stuff to do this week, and next week, its crazy... i just cant wait until its all settled and normal again. Everything is turned upside down...
yay stressful

anyone know of any jobs?
apparently i need one, according to my mother


lovelove

idiot.

so i never thought it would come to this, but im pretty sure i actually hate my little brother thomas. Nothing nice has come out of his mouth for about a year and a half. I cant talk to him, because he'll just call me fat. He is so disrespectful and arrogant that i cant even look at him sometimes. He has no disregard for other peoples feelings and they way he treats some people makes me sick. He is so closed minded and ignorant. If something doesnt go his way, everyone pays for it...no matter who you are. He doesnt know when to stop, and he keeps teasing and teasing until he goes over the line. I can't wait until the day someone kicks the crap out of him and he finally learns a lesson.

Gabe, Gabe, Gabe

so yesterday was pretty sweet. i went to school and Caitlyn met me there around 1:30. then we took the school bus downtown and then the ferry to gabriola. then me, Caitlyn, and Delaine hiked up the HILL OF DEATH, seriously... this hill is sooo horrible. The finally make it to the grocery store and me and Caitlyn bought some pickoras or however you spell it. So we munched on those and headed up to the gathering place. No one told me that they added another section onto the gathering place...so me and Caitlyn ended up waiting outside the wrong building for almost an hour and a half (and it was COLD). So we went down to the other building and hung out with Ben for a couple of hours, waiting for everyone else to arrive. Then the bands started arriving...Taiyo and his band were first, then James, Errol and Brendan came...then it started to be more fun, because there were people there other than me and Caitlyn. we hung out for a bit and then the show started with Taiyo's amazing band "The 1st Swedish Balloonists" sooo funny. The Perfect Trend and Johnny Good played next...and we had to leave before NttP played....which is gay..because they're the ones we went to see. So me, Caitlyn, and Delaine had to walk back down to the ferry and take it home at 10:25.
Caitlyn's dad gave me a ride home, and i pretty much collapsed when i got to my house..

thats pretty much all of it.
lovelove

Punk Rock Gingerbread

*photo soon*
so i was late for comparative civ again. i walked into class and it was one of those awkward moments where everyone stops what theyre doing and looks at the person who just disrupted them, so i just laughed and sat down. We did some work on buddhism today, and watched a movie. Band = not fun. Lunch time... me, rachel, kailey, alex, and kate had a sweet time talking about "suprising" lynn at the movie with her new BF. Family studies me and rachel made a punk band out of gingerbread men...
pretty much the sweetest thing in the world.
went shopping and bought jeans in the shortest time ever..
i think it took like...10 minutes?
got a shirt for christmas parties.
NOW its homework time


lovelove

well, i woke up today at 8am because i decided waking up before then is extremely over rated. so i rolled out of bed and made myself...kinda pretty. I mosied over to megans house where her sister decided she needed to re-do her pony tail about...7 or 8 times, dropped her off at school and arrived at family studies LATE. Went along with my classes, sat in sharkies during my spare with Austin, Steve, and Kayla. Sat with my lunchkr3w! <3 i miss them...definitely sitting there at lunch now. Had an argument with my comp civ teacher about how she thinks im a drug addict, but how i think she eats "special brownies" if you know what i mean...did some highlighting on my scientology project and found the funniest quote by L Ron Hubbard. THEN THEN THEN we played "how the Grinch stole Christmas" in band... it was SWEET (we sound amazing). After school Jessy and Molly came over and we got ready for the Christmas banquet at the neighborhood church at 6pm....we all got beautiful and caught the bus and hung out with Karen cause we got there almost an hour early. The banquet was AWESOME..i was really impressed at Scott's song about Shawn..LOL. i think shawn took his shirt off almost 4 times? but HE WOULDNT PICK ME FOR HIS MAGIC SHOW. (DUMB). The food was good, i think i ate like....6 creampuffs? the bus ride home was pretty interesting...daryl, morin, me and miCHelle. haha, sitting outside rutherford mall for about half an hour in the FREEZING cold i might add. Then the bus was packed...so i felt like i was in a sardine can.
hanyways...
moral of the story..its freaking cold and i hate winter
especially when the sidewalks arent plowed...and i wear FLATS
and when molly kicks snow at me..
JERK


lovelove

LOVEYS<3

I LOOK DRUNK <3

So today was sweet, school was sweet....i woke up around 8 oclock and i went to megans at 8:30...skipped band class (lol) and went to WAL MART to grab some things for the mock wedding at school that we THOUGHT was today but its on the 11th. HANYWAYS, i got to comp civ half an hour late...haha, and i researched the salvation army for the next hour in the computer lab..i had a lunchable pizza kit for lunch because i havent had one since grade 4...then i sat in the cafeteria for my spare with a grumpy austin while i decided to start my math homework. FAMILY STUDIES was a good time, as you can see by the picture! haha, i love rachel and megan so much..
2 of my favorite ladies they are.
The church banquet was sweet. i was put in charge, it was a tough job ill admit... alot of freakin stuff to do. The major had this intense way of setting the tables with the forks and spoons all fancy. I had a good time with all the girls serving, but there was this one girl Nicole...i thought she was absolutley adorable and funny, and katelyn and sam had a food fight at the end... hahahaah
i love my church, and my youth group <3>

lovelove

frig.

why is it so hard for you two to get along? i don't understand... The way you treat eachother is horrible and embarrassing. The littlest things set you off, whether it be drums or who's first in the dinner line. How do you live with yourselves? You're both so thick headed you don't see the people you're truly hurting by doing this. If you both keep acting like this...and if it continues on..i dont know how much longer ill be living here...

this is crap.

i agree with John Mayer, blogs need pictures

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Paramore
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