LAME LAME LAME

i HATE how sitcoms ALWAYS end... they always end with something you're gonna want to watch in a future episode but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO its over, never to see a new filmed episode again.... why cant everyone just die so you know nothing would happen with them even if the show continued on?! seriously, like on RFR when ray and lily FINALLY get together THEN THE SHOW ENDS, or friends when everyone is married and crap, chandler and monica have a baby.... THEN THE SHOW ENDS.... why cant everyone just...fall into a neverending pit at the end of a sitcom? it would make everyone happier....

orrrr maybe just me...

x-mas season closing in?

blog blog blog, i bet you missed me! (probably not though)
nothing special happening here, except snow, snow is LAME and cold, and makes me sick
i didn't go to school today cause i would have rather ripped off my face with a spoon
then walked to school. I think im getting married tomorrow too, yay family studies...
worst class in the WORLD. Christmas break soon, car soon, yayayayyayayaya
which means FAMILY YAY.. lots of youth events this month, gonna be busy

plus new job searching...


woot.

Carlye=Mom

soo, my parents are in cuba which has officially put me in the role of "mom"
for two weeks. Im stressed, i have projects due, report cards soon, grad pictures
all this stuff is happening so fast and its totally taking a toll on me.
i havent felt close to God at ALL for a really long time, and its starting to scare me.
i really need prayer you guys...cause i dont think i can do it on my own.
stress strESS STRESS is DUMB.
i really want to go to the war college with caitlyn and nicole this weekend, but i
dont think ill be able to make it, i have no money...none at all.
and its making me upset. Ive started skipping school, and ive almost become addicted
to it, i dont feel like a strong person anymore... anything i say to my brothers goes right
over their heads...
i dont even know how to talk to them anymore, because it just frustrates me..

i need your prayer, guys
please give me patience and wisdom, God...

Revolution

this world is hungry for revolution. A revolution that will change the way we look at our everyday lives. The goal is complete and total salvation.
Everyone on earth will know the love of Jesus Christ, and will glorify his name in all they do.
But we need servants, we need helpers, and most of all... we need disciples..


are you ready?

Go for souls, go for the worst -William Booth

so, today was officially BORING Comparitive Civ,
cody did a 30 minute presentation of mollytalking speed facts
about mesopotamian military tactics...Band is just always boring now
and Family studies, we talk about DATING wow.the only good thing
today so far, is that i got to go home at like 12...because it was a short
day, and i had a spare last block....i thought i had alot of crap to do, but
i got home and had to remind my brothers to do what my mom asked them 23479283749847974898 times, then i had to clean my room,clean
the kitchen, make dinner, and im on my 3rd load of laundry. and JORDAN
went to work early so he didnt call me..JERK (kidding)

hanyways...back to laundry

OCT 11TH, 2006

sometimes school is funny...i was supposed to wake up extra early and go to school so i could decorate molly and rachel's lockers (yeah right, like IM gonna get up early)...i ended up waking up at quarter after 8 and not getting to school until about 8:45...ahhathen i had to sit through stupid family studies which is freaking boringand we never have anything to do because im already days ahead..THEN i had a spare, and there was a DUMB FIREDRILL! sdkhfi hate it, we just go stand on the field like idiots, then the teacherssay "good job" and we go back inside. GAY.Then came lunch, and derek was being a jerk and decided to be mean to me and rachel, because he's an ass like that.and me and rachel went for a walk...we were cute bestfriends.COMP CIV our whole class including the teacher made fun ofthe racist kid in our class ( he wasnt there, dont worry)...we had this army guy come in and talk to us about guns...i didnt really learn anything...we just looked at pictures of trucks and guns..woot, educationalthen there was band....thats self explanitory.from there, i got home and fixed myself some very deliciouscheesy ravioli while talking to jordan on the phone...got all my wild truth stuff together, and danae picked me up.Got to wild truth and did my amazingly sweet craft with the kids...had bible study...came home, and had salad and ice cream

p.s - HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL AND MOLLAY

Underoath = Love

ok so, i ppretty much went to the best concert i've ever been to last night.
It was the 3rd time ive seen underoath, but the first time ive seen them outside of warped
tour, and i've got to say i was VERY impressed. The way they played their instruments was totally mind numbingly perfect.
God was totally there though, i could feel it, he was there and he was making his presence known to everyone who would let him in....
ive never dances so hard at a concert before...ive never screamed so hard.
they played "Some Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape" and "Casting Such A Thin Shadow"
2 songs that i thought i would never expirience live, and im happy to say that i got to expirience that last night....
After the show, we walked back to their tour bus because we knoew they would come out to sign autographs. There were only about 30 kids there, so it was perfect.
I got to have a sweet conversation with every single member in the band...
but the most memorable conversation was chris.
we stood there for about 45 minutes talking about their album and church and God, then we prayed for about 10 minutes... and man, it was awesome
and i know now that Chris will remember us, because were those Canadians that prayed with him in vancouver...
best night of my life

random shizz

hokay...
im quitting mcdonalds...its official.
i really want to work at starbucks, or winners....
maybe somewhere that wont make me gain weight.
i work 2-6 today and im not looking forward to it..
and im working 9-5 tomorrow....
with a girl that i HATE...
shes pretty much just mean to everyone...
i dont know how she goes through life just being horrible to everyone...

whatever..
OH
wild truth starts soon!
SO EXCITED
fancy t-shirts!

insomnia

ok, so its flippin' 3am...
and i cant sleep...
and i have no idea why.
its kinda lame...



sleeping pills please?

hokay so, im flippin' starting grade 12 in 4 days.
i dont think i've ever been this nervous about school before...
i mean...this is the last year of highschool i'll ever have...i never even thought i was gonna be this old. Im glad im gonna have classes this year that im going to enjoy.
i havent had any particular horrible things happening in my life lately..which im quite content with.
just working, churching, boyfriending.
contemplating if i should move out in a year or not...
im still not sure.
God is still a huge part of my life, and im sure always will be..
im glad to say im returning back from my recent fall out with God, which feels really
refreshing and new.
Wild Truth is starting up soon, and ill have to train some new leaders, but im glad we have teens interested in sharing their faith with young kids.
(fancy t-shirts soon, yeah!)
Full Circle is also starting up again on the last sunday of september...man im excited to have that back again.

now the not so good stuff i guess?
I'm 17 and i dont have my L. i've failed it twice...im acctually going in again tomorrow, but i dont know if ill pass this time either. My parents have been pressuring me for about 6 months now, hardcore about how if i dont have my L, im gonna die poor and lonely or something.
but whatever
ill get it when i want it
its my descision if i want to take the bus and walk everywhere. lawl
OH, and i saw "Accepted" tonight... (back to good things)
it was SO good. and im definitley buying it when it comes out
"im really glad we came here, i've always wanted hepatitis"
Jenschaper, and Caitlynspence complete starbucks for me

and pray for me please...
im applying for new jobs..
i just hate mcdonalds.


love, Carlye

rabbits turd.

hey guys.
new blog?
yeah.
bye.